cloudy blue skies at the moment...

are fairy tales true?? why do girls tend to believe that there's always The One who is meant for you??
Guess we watch too much fairytales by Disney's production...Lol... Anyway, just posing this out of randomness...

P/S: this is not an emo post and I'm definitely not emo...

Current mood: HAPPY... (seriously) lalala~~~

but anyway....Lets SUE DISNEY!!!
is that possible?? hahax...


love ya,
xoxo

if you ask, i'll just say that iM fine

good morning people....selamat pagi...i woke up early dis morning...had my breakfast, fish porridge ^^ and now I'm bored...awWW.... No one online, so I cant bugged them... isk, class is at 3.30-6.30... 2 tutorials... Lazy betul... i wonder will He find me today? i wonder...let's just not put my hopes too high... =) but somehow, my so call "womanly" intuition tells me no...

what I'm doing: blog hopping plus watching Malaysia dream girl 2... envy la, slim, fair and pretty...I WANNA BE LIKE THEM!! mission impossible.. aihs... http://www.malaysiandreamgirl.tv

listening to: 普通朋友 , I've seriously listen to this song over and over again in my winamp...its been repeating so many times because I kind of set it to repeat one... My mandarin sucks, but for this song...Ask me, I can even sing it out for you... sad song =( I think jye huey (my roomie) is going to be annoyed if i played this song again... stucking in the room for like 2 hours or so, the song had been repeated zillion times...haha,oh okay i exaggerated...lol

muh ring!!

ha ha,and yea i bought a new ring last Sunday in Ipoh parade... I love it! its at the shops nearby the bowling alley on the 2nd floor... rm3.90 only...so cheap...but for the rest of the items, mummy dear paid for it... no $$, I'm broke... God,if you can hear me..please drop money from the sky... or just let it appear in my wallet tonight...AMEN....oops,im buddhist...Then it'll be...Amithabha or "ooh li toh fatt".... =p


p/s: i think I miss you... trying to control though...can u be mine? =p

tagged by Karen babe~~

TAGGED by Karenlicious!!!

Rules:It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Carmen/Lee Kah Mun?? (GUESS i'll use C =p)

2. A four Letter Word: Crap

3. A boy's Name: Colbie

4. A girl's Name: Catherine

5. An occupation: C.E.O?? or chopstick picker??

6. A color: Caramel?Cream?

7.Something you'll wear: Conflakes print tee shirts!!LOL

8. Food: Cheezels...totally cheese ^^

9. Something found in the bathroom: Comb

10.A name of a place : Cambodia

11.A reason for being late: Camera flashes at me and im blind for the whole 30 mins..sorry..

12. Something you'd shout: Crappers!

13. A movie title: Can I have this Last dance?/Casablanca

14. Something you drink: C-o-C-o-N-u T nut....coconut!

15. A musical group : cATS...

16. An animal: cHEETahs...

17.A street name: cARMEn street..(oh okay..i made dat up coz i dunno)

18. A type of car: cAMBRY..HEHE

19. The title of a song: Contagious-Avril Lavigne

Victims of tag:-Soo teng,YinYin,Yee Ying and erm i dunno

i see the RAY of hope~~

gene` said:
THX ! finally
♥ ♫K@h♪♫♪MuN♫♪♫ ♥ said:
k
gene` said:
have a good night
♥ ♫K@h♪♫♪MuN♫♪♫ ♥ said:
yes
gene` says:
i love ur short yet emo answers.
gene` says:
bye
♥ ♫K@h♪♫♪MuN♫♪♫ ♥ says:
tq
♥ ♫K@h♪♫♪MuN♫♪♫ ♥ says:
bye


it was funny u noe, the quote where gene said " i love your short and emo ans" wth??
oh okay....I dunno why?EMO bukan perkara biasa in my life and I seriously dont want to be...come on la...hu wants to be emo?? =.="

had dinner with him just now... =) was abit happy tho...and I can see he is too... its akward but we somehow manage to buat buat tak tau and ended up like normal...yay!! a way of U-turn?? =) hope so then,lets pray...
AMITHABA....AMEN? Ooo li toh fatt??? and ermmm...d end...i dunno what to say also... hehe...

we're going out again next friday...me and him to KFC... thats what he said lar....so I guess...must "pan leng leng" ady... any suggestions what to wear? KFC is consider a luxury place to eat compare to heng lung and etc..LOL...kampar is a poor place.... =.="

oh yea...and I had an outing with ah four... thanx for accompanying me... Ur really a good friend...but if u speed anymore... U better WATCH OUT! i know your weaknesses u noe???hehe
will upload pics... I love SS'ing.... ^^


love,
xoxo

普通朋友

well, its all over... im seriously sad and after a series of rainfall.... my eyes is f***ing swollen and reddish and painful...damn...i thought my eye was okay jor...

its over but it never really started...and i dun get the point of me getting sad...and emo, and pms'ing and having headaches and vomiting and having low blood pressure because of that... ISK... no comment...
u people can call me emo,i dun care... this is MY blog not urs and I type WHAT I want and what I like...damn...

anyway, thanx to yee ying and lawrence who accompanied me till they have to ponteng class tomorow...i mean as in today and Ah four who was worried that I might get rape??...nah,thanx for being concern and calling me...sorry lar,waste your credit ni... when u can actually use it for a better purpose...

sHould I see you again?i dunno...somehow seeing you makes me think back...and I felt so guilty seeing you sad....sorry...


and I cursed in this post AGAIN...sorry peeps...Aihz

love,
xoxo (u)


currently listening to :普通朋友
will be listening to it like for now till i dunno when....
**p/s: see what does it show in the msn when u type (u)...

nothing much~~

yay!!i finally finish all my midterms and presentation~~~
although i din do well, i don't care....
Just glad it's all finish now...Coz im seriously STRESSED up...pimples and zits also popping out like volcano erupting =S
Hahaha.... =)

yumcha with gene the ghey lou yesterday night...I dont care gene, u owe me shakes!!! MM1 tonite...ahhaha

and... distance is a good thing actually....makes u realise how important some stuffs or someone or something is to u... u see or use it everyday, it doesnt seem valuable after all...but when it is kept apart from u for a time period..u'll somehow come to ur senses.... SO, distance it shall be, I'm sooo going to do this....


anyway, I realise I LOVE webcaming....video call is d best if you have a mic...hehehe ^^

love,
xoxo

morning ppl!

exams is like an hour away and i cant get one simple stupid info into my brains...seriously f*** econs and QT i dun care i cursed!!aihz...anyway,selamat pagi peeps.... =)

have a happy day...like what gene said,we shall dig a hole and buried ourself after the exams...kaboom!!!


Love,
xoxo

Him

I think I miss you...
I think so... but I'm not sure should I or should I not...
Because it seems like you're not missing me at all...
a friend of mine said he no one sayang, then I said "me too..."
he mentioned you got cutie boy...
BUT, aihz...he tak sayang me also...
Guys are unpredictable and complicated...
not like us girls, u can automatically see our expression and guess what we are thinking or feeling..
Guys...its like there's this wall barrier... If you don't want us to approach u...the barrier is always there...unbreakable...
I don't know what you are thinking... I totally don't know.... guess we have to be like this until you figure it out huh?
I'm just going with the flow but I don't know how long I can keep this up...
It's just that I don't want to be insecure, jealous and stuffs that a guy doesn't want in a gf...
All I want is a confirmation from u, is that so hard?
I don't mind you being straight forward and all...
But please don't leave me hanging and wasting my time,energy and feelings...
insecurities are not good...they can make your emotions go haywire...
and i definitely don't want to be back the emo girl i once was...
maybe I should stop bugging or bothering you...
I don't want you to feel annoyed ~~
**booo hoo**


so I guess this is the end of my post...
conclusion, I think I miss you...

p/s: Updated like not even 1 min from the minute i upload this post...GOSH! this is so freaking weird... I think of you, blogged bout you and when I upload the post...U online.... =)

love ya,
xoxo