Thursday, October 30, 2008

me and myself

well... I watch High School Musical 3 with Ocean today... THANX OCEAN for your company though you still have to work... the movie,it was great... My favourite part was when Troy and Gabriella was dancing on the roof top of the school building... Love the song "Can I have This Dance with You" (*if I'm not mistaken lar*)... It was sooo romantic...



Was abit emo today... Sitting in front of the laptop right now some how makes me emo... There's so many things going through my mind...
1) Does distance affect someone?
2) I notice my msn and handphone have not been receiving so much messages like before...*aihs*
3) Is my ego affecting me??
4) Or should I say, is your ego affecting you?
5) Was I too demanding or pushy??
6) Sometimes I wonder.. do you even think about me for a slight second (on a second thought, my feelings tell me NAH...you're having fun)
7) What are you doing, how are you and etc just sucks... its a lame question to pop out of my mind
8) Should I wait?? like a week or so??
9) I've been counting, it's already a week 11 hours and 19 minutes (just counted though)
10) Seriously I need more emo songs... (listening to Michelle Branch- All you wanted)
11) I don't even Know what you want.... but I guess I don't even know what I want
12) Is there another person? (i think not,guess my head starts to crap on me)
13) I don't even know what you're up to all this while... hell yea, a friend ask me what are you currently doing.... And you know what I answer?? Well,erm seriously I don't know *flash a fake smile* (what you want me to do??tell the truth??)
14) Saw your blog the other day though... That's how I know what you are currently doing....
15) maybe I'll wake up one day and *poff* and I realise that it's over??
16) Or should I stop kidding myself.... accept the fact?? *damn!facts totally sucks*
17) SERIOUSLY, I have to stop typing now... I just want to cry!!! *shit*

the more I think, the more emo I get...aih, just want to sleep now...and if I cry, I'll just hug my baby bears...hope tomorrow will be one sunny day that makes my day..

love,
xoxo

Saturday, October 18, 2008

work life ^^

Long time never updated my blog already… Let’s see… So far life is boring… My grades are disastrous… AND there’s a b**ch at my workplace… It’s ok that she compliments herself every now and then, she even steals our customers and act like nothing happened… and when I tell her that she is serving my customer (she normally pokes our back and we get the hint that the customer we are serving is HERS and eventually we back off = me and the other full time promoter =), she will point out that I am just a part timer and does not receive any commission from the sales, so what is the point of putting my name for that sale might as well put hers.. (verbally tells me that, and then will click her name as the promoter who serves that customer when the customer buys something)… Gosh, she is sooo evil… BUT there’s always a sunny and bright side of every situation…Let me introduce the staffs…

CarloRino Boutique Staffs
Kahmun – Me as myself, the part time staff and the fighter (lol)
Characteristics
-Not telling!! Hahaha =p
Looks
- Judge for yourself people..! No Comments …

Yen- Full time boutique assistant…
Characteristics
- The protagonist
- 19 years old
- Shy and don’t talk much
- Friendly to people whom she knew (she didn’t talk to me on the 1st and 2nd day… I thought she was LC)
- Very helpful…
- Does not approach and talk to customers that speaks English (confessed that her English is bad wor..)
- Loving and caring (saw this through my observation…she very saying her bf…4 years already… *fuiyoh*)
- Can be “tin tin fai fai” like me also… or is it me who influence her?? LOL
- Has a thing for breads… She always eats bread… (oh god, she loves bread… keyword: LOVES)
Looks
- Around 157cm
- Thin (not that thin…those normal type)
- Cute and I find her quite pretty
- Has small nose, lips, oval type of face and mata sepet (or in other context means small)…
- Nice complexion and lovely smile =D
- Has medium length hair

Joyce- Full time boutique assistant
Characteristics
- The antagonist
- 19 years old
- Talks a lot
- Likes to compliments herself and downgrade others whenever other talks about someone (especially about her double eyelids and “so call big round” eyes)(for some reason or no reason, the staffs in the boutique except me and her, have one eyelid “sepet” type of eyes…e.g: Joanne and Yen). *cheh…I’ve seen nicer eyes than hers, my eyes are even bigger than hers and you don’t even see me saying other staffs’ small eyes*
- Friendly and dare to communicate with customers from any type of race, gender, age and etc…
- Frequent mood swings and also her mood can change in the speed of light…
- Does not hide emotion well because it shows on her facial expression… (especially when she checks the computer and finds out that either me or Yen’s sales top hers)
- Has a 27 years old boyfriend whom she is very fond of… (I think…but they look very loving… he comes and eat with her during lunch/dinnertime…*aww..jealous*)
Looks
- Almost the same height as Yen but slightly taller
- Good with makeup
- Looks pretty…
- High cheekbones and round face
- Long straightened hair
- Has double eyelids and big eyes
- Almost the same body shape as Yen but slightly bigger size… (p/s: she’s thin)

Joanne- Supervisor *she’s new*
Characteristics and Looks
- 27 years old(she doesn’t look like 27…she looks way younger)
- Has long curly hair
- Very neat (observe by the way she kept hair…not even one single strand of hair can stray from its place- she gel them neatly)
- Has the geeky nerdy type of look (not those really bad looking type…this is the normal look type)
- Abit clumsy (I’m clumsy too... so, it’s ok)
- Care for the staffs (bout the conflict thing)
- Can go crazy and jokes around with me and Yen whenever Adeline is not around
- Is like our elder sister except at times she’s more kiddy than the rest of us…
- Wear specs (yippy!! I no longer have to be the only specky gal in the shop)
- LOVES boy band… claims that they are cute
- Has a younger sister who pinches me in the cheek and says that I’m cute and adorable (*winks*)
- Has thick brows and long eyelashes, pinkish cheeks… and a round shape face…

Adeline- Retail Manager
Characteristics and Looks
- 23 years old (She’s single, want to know her?? =p)
- Short straight shoulder length hair
- Square face…and very cute round eyes…
- Very cute, adorable, pretty and I find her quite attractive
- Has a charming smile and very amusing
- The only daughter in the family, 2nd child and has an elder and younger brother
- Has good management skills…
- Responsible (she does the stock check by herself whenever she is free or every 2 days)
- Caring (she pays for the shoe we lost all by herself because she knows we paid once and say she can pay just this once before she leaves) *CR’s shoes are definitely not cheap*
- Healthy eater… Does not eat junk food and sweet stuffs…
- TVB fan…loves to watch drama…



Yen and I are like kawan baik in the boutique… We watch out for each others back… She gives me her sales because I don’t have any on that day and in return I would give her mine… She’s teaching me mandarin and saves me from customers who can only communicate in Mandarin…and in return I teach her English and help her with customers that speaks English… and for the past week, her sales have boost up to almost 12 thousand from 4 thousand… and now she has better sales than Joyce and of course that makes Joyce unhappy… I overheard Joyce telling Yen not to boost her sales anymore and to give her some… At the end Yen just say “Oh, ok…see first lar… But you so geng, you sure can catch up geh…” Smile and went into the storeroom… Joyce wants to be the top promoter so much that she even asked Joanne to give some to her just because she doesn’t receive any commission for her sales… (Our company has this PERSONAL SALES thingy… this means how much sales you have, you earned 1% out of it)... Lucky for her she doesn’t ask me to give her my sales… I would tell her to back off or say something to annoy her (haven think of any yet =p HAHA)…


And lucky for me I found an eating partner… If not I think I will still be eating bread in the store like what I’ve done in the 1st week… (kesian huh?)…

That all for now, getting ready for work…

Love ya,
XXX