hitz.fm

I'm seriously very pissed off now..why me??why me???
This is not the first time already...and seriously it hurts....
Should I be piss or sad? I dunno, I really don't know...
Its like I'm being avoided.... or should I say YOU'RE JUST TOO BUSY...
damn.... reading your message telling me you're not going back hurts even more...

fine while typing this emo post... SUDDENLY,
*i wana stand with you on a mountain, i wana bath with you in the sea, i wana lay like this forever until the sky falls down on me* *bbzzz bzzz* *vibrate vibrate*

me: hello?
unknown: hellp,may i speak to miss kim please?
me: erm,sorry i think u got the wrong number... (already pissed, wrong number sumore..isk)
unknown: HUH? *macam SHOCK only* then by any chance do you have a friend name soo teng?
me: *thinking* yes,why?? (why do i have to answer you??waste my time only... but nevermind lar,since she's so polite)
unknown: I'm Natalie from Hitz.fm... u made a dedication for your friend soo teng right?and its choosen..
me: (OMG,OMG, OMG!!!YAY!!!! YAY!!!HOORAY!!!) Oh,izit? *smiles* (act act la, dun get too excited)
Natalie: Hold on the line while we call your friend k?
me: oh ok...
********************SILENCE**********************************
Natalie: hello?im sorry but your friend is not picking up the call..
me: HUH?oh...too bad then... =(
natalie: do you still remember what you wrote for her?
me: errm *pause* (think hard!!think!! that was like last last week..how can I remember??) izit something about friends for life?best friend forever?
natalie: oh ok,let me read it out for you ___......____... can you say it out?
me: u mean the whole thing?? (crap...my mind is blur now...i cant even remember what u said)
natalie: nevermind,u dont need to say the whole thing...just say what u want to say...ok?1,2,3!
me: hey soo teng!! just to say thanx for being my best friend,my listener, and thanks for being there for me when i needed you...love you so much!muax!!!
natalie: aww...dats so sweet....anyway,we'll play your dedication on 5.20 ok?
me:thank you so much!
natalie: you're welcome..have a nice day and happy chinese new year
me:same to you too!!happy chinese new year..byebye =D


=THE END=


that really lighten up my day.... at least something good happen to me after all dat anger and frustration... thanx hitz.fm... I LOVE YOU! HAHA,maybe i'll dedicate something again next week... =)



love ya,
xoxo

iN the Name of LOve

Today totally pecah record, i slept till 2 am... but then i actually woke up at 8.30 thanx to kawanku ash who messaged me...but sorry la,too tired to reply,haha... next stop was at 9 sumthing, another 10 sumthing,11 something and finally peace... but then i woke up at 2 with my eyes *blink blink* widely because my dad message me to tell me he paid my school fees already..hehe... =)

My roomie is not here currently, balik kampung ady... I kinda miss her, she and her lameO jokes... Seriously, when she first came here I thought she's those type of goodie quiet shy naive type of girl... but what I get when I came home after 3 months of holiday is like WOW!360 degrees of change.... Ganas betul, she even almost choke slam Ah Kok when she said she's fat... *whacks* Wee Chin.... oh no, now I'm scared....I'm her roomie for goodness sake!! what if she strangle me when I'm sleeping for teasing her?????? =.=" haha...Good imagination huh??

well,ntg to do today...kinda boring tho, was suppose to see the doctor today to check on my swollen eye...dunno what happen, maybe coz I peep some leng zai while bathing I think,LOL!!!( JUST JOKING) but lazy lar, instead went out mamak'ing with Ash...HUNGRY!! Ate at 4,whatcha expect... but later ate with Ai Ling at 6.30pm at 21st... aih,what a pig... =( I'm sooo getting fat...

This was what I did today:

wana play tick-tack toe with me,my love??

the ring symbolise my love for u~
my love for you (yes, U!) *points*

i HEARTS u! (muax)


FINALLY
I LOVE YOU!!!

and its all for you =)
Sorry, I can't help it =p ....L-O-V-E...


nites and sweet dreams...

love ya,
xoxo

1000 a thousand

YAY!! finally my numbers of visitors have reached a thousand...hear me?? a t-h-o-u-s-a-n-d??I know there aren't much visitors to my blog but its okay to reach a thousand.. =)

love,
xoxo

I miss you

Sha-la-la-la-la, sha-la-la-la-la
You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong *(I still do)
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me *(i miss u)

[CHORUS:]
I miss you *(ALOT!)
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear *(i just did)
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast

[CHORUS]

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

[CHORUS x2]

* (what I 'm thinking~)

This is sang by Miley Cyrus... The song and the lyrics just hit me then and there *BAMM*
It's dedicated to that special someone out there.... You know who you are (i hope)... and f.y.i (for your information), I.m.u =I miss u

nites everyone...sweet dreams ya ^^

with love,
xoxo

For guys out there

i found something funny in my mailbox today,so me being generous here is going to share it with all of you..haha =p

NINE WORDS WOMEN USE
(1) FINE:This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

(2) FIVE MINUTES: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. (but at least guys should appreciate that girls take time to dress up just for you). Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (There's never nothing for a girl,if she says nothing it means something ^^)

(4) GO AHEAD: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (TERMS and Condition Apply)

(5) LOUD SIGH: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) THAT'S OKAY: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) THANKS: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome... ( Come on we're sincere.. So just accept it!)

(8) WHATEVER: Is a woman's way of saying F---- YOU!

(9) DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT, I GOT IT: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.

unwell

kahmun is unwell...
not physically unwell (oh ok,maybe just a lil'), its emotionally unwell...
I know I should be strong but I don't know,I failed
maybe I'm plain weak...
Imu stands for international medical university but that's not what i meant...
the imu which i mention has something to do with feelings...
if you're smart, you'll understand... but even if you know, so what? maybe you'll just ignore it or boo whatever...
I don't even know whether I should post this up....
maybe I should just ........
nah,nothing....
sorry,you just don't want to talk... I understand, it's ok...
kahmun,*shake heads shake shakes*
i hope time passes faster...make me busy pls....
imu, i really do...I sucks in expressing...
but nevermind just forget it all if its akward...
and about the LCness I had, it's not that I'm emo or anything or even LC...
I just cant bring myself to look at you yet though I really want to...
Really sorry.....
=the end=


currently listening to kiss the rain by hienie

love km,
xoxo

eMo

Seriously if I can CURSE right now, I would!!! $%@#$@#$%&*!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn!! I am emo now, ignore me please... I don't care, or maybe its because of PMS... I'm extremely down now for one reason...I wish I don't have to care but its bugging my mind....damn it...

All I can do now is hug my furry big bear and cry to sleep... I don't care.... But's its not like I got any other options for me... No shoulders for me, what to do... Under my blanket I shall fall asleep...and tomorrow shall be the same freaking mind bugging day for me.... I want superpowers!! Preferably INVINSIBILITY!! or if not, just shrink myself.... But it'll never happen.... Fine... Anyway,goodnite and sweet dreams to all...

love,
xoxo

first Day baCk To schoOL..

finally its my first day today after all the cleaning,sweeping,mopping my dirty lil' room...eewww...imagine 3 months of hair,dust and cobwebs combined...OMG *faints*
Had my class at 10 am with Mr.Mahendra... First impression on him...Wow,he's one funny lecturer... if I'm not mistaken if you type "singing lecturer in Utar" in youtube...I suspect its him lar,because the image is not clear...I'm not sure... =p
In the end, with his 1 hour talk and his slogan, "when the Indians starts, its hard for them to stop talking".....ended the lecture at 11am...

*zooom* off to the cafetaria to find that its full and crowded with freshies waving their hands at each other saying hi...etc etc etc... nevermind expected already with limited cafetaria place and more and more students... thats what we get..pasar pagi,pasar afternoon and pasar evening with the noises... (noise pollution laa~~)

after that had this class with i don't know whats her name lecturer...come on,she din introduce herself lar... or was I dreaming at that time???hmm....and some how after class my heart skips some beat...aih...dun feel like mentioning it here...sad case ni...I just wanted to went invisible at that moment =(

After that went home and jalan out to tapao some waffles and went to Ktar to visit my bestie Chuan Pei...chit chat,gossip gossip, bilibala around 4pm dy...then I walk home...Damn my feet hurts...i have blister on my foot because of the new pumps i wore to skul and now i have i slight cut and sore nearby the side of my foot *oouch* Guess I have to use more lotion on it...

notice the blister??

and thats all for today and seriously I should start a strict diet... I feel F-A-T...boohoo!!
nite nitez...and sweet dreams to all ^^


love,
xoxo

dua thousand 9

Hey people!! 2008 is history and 2009 baby is here...
well for my resolutions this year is... errmm... let me think ^^

1)grow thin...haha... or should I say get thin... Im fat =(
2) Save more $$ Just in case I wanna buy something ^^... saving is good
3)study harder and get better grades
4) be a better person
5) be appreciative,love and be nice to everyone around me
6) stay happy and cheerful
& lastly
7) =Secret=

I'm so keeping this last one as a secret only me, myself and I will know... because I wouldn't want my besties to whack me in d head and asking me to wake up...so its totally ssshhhhss and *zipppz*


Happy New Year dear friends...


yay!tomorrow going to the zoo to meet up with my kawan lama's (mr.orang utan,ms.snake, mdm.hippo and etc =p)



love,
xoxo