unwell

kahmun is unwell...
not physically unwell (oh ok,maybe just a lil'), its emotionally unwell...
I know I should be strong but I don't know,I failed
maybe I'm plain weak...
Imu stands for international medical university but that's not what i meant...
the imu which i mention has something to do with feelings...
if you're smart, you'll understand... but even if you know, so what? maybe you'll just ignore it or boo whatever...
I don't even know whether I should post this up....
maybe I should just ........
nah,nothing....
sorry,you just don't want to talk... I understand, it's ok...
kahmun,*shake heads shake shakes*
i hope time passes faster...make me busy pls....
imu, i really do...I sucks in expressing...
but nevermind just forget it all if its akward...
and about the LCness I had, it's not that I'm emo or anything or even LC...
I just cant bring myself to look at you yet though I really want to...
Really sorry.....
=the end=


currently listening to kiss the rain by hienie

love km,
xoxo

eMo

Seriously if I can CURSE right now, I would!!! $%@#$@#$%&*!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn!! I am emo now, ignore me please... I don't care, or maybe its because of PMS... I'm extremely down now for one reason...I wish I don't have to care but its bugging my mind....damn it...

All I can do now is hug my furry big bear and cry to sleep... I don't care.... But's its not like I got any other options for me... No shoulders for me, what to do... Under my blanket I shall fall asleep...and tomorrow shall be the same freaking mind bugging day for me.... I want superpowers!! Preferably INVINSIBILITY!! or if not, just shrink myself.... But it'll never happen.... Fine... Anyway,goodnite and sweet dreams to all...

love,
xoxo

first Day baCk To schoOL..

finally its my first day today after all the cleaning,sweeping,mopping my dirty lil' room...eewww...imagine 3 months of hair,dust and cobwebs combined...OMG *faints*
Had my class at 10 am with Mr.Mahendra... First impression on him...Wow,he's one funny lecturer... if I'm not mistaken if you type "singing lecturer in Utar" in youtube...I suspect its him lar,because the image is not clear...I'm not sure... =p
In the end, with his 1 hour talk and his slogan, "when the Indians starts, its hard for them to stop talking".....ended the lecture at 11am...

*zooom* off to the cafetaria to find that its full and crowded with freshies waving their hands at each other saying hi...etc etc etc... nevermind expected already with limited cafetaria place and more and more students... thats what we get..pasar pagi,pasar afternoon and pasar evening with the noises... (noise pollution laa~~)

after that had this class with i don't know whats her name lecturer...come on,she din introduce herself lar... or was I dreaming at that time???hmm....and some how after class my heart skips some beat...aih...dun feel like mentioning it here...sad case ni...I just wanted to went invisible at that moment =(

After that went home and jalan out to tapao some waffles and went to Ktar to visit my bestie Chuan Pei...chit chat,gossip gossip, bilibala around 4pm dy...then I walk home...Damn my feet hurts...i have blister on my foot because of the new pumps i wore to skul and now i have i slight cut and sore nearby the side of my foot *oouch* Guess I have to use more lotion on it...

notice the blister??

and thats all for today and seriously I should start a strict diet... I feel F-A-T...boohoo!!
nite nitez...and sweet dreams to all ^^


love,
xoxo

dua thousand 9

Hey people!! 2008 is history and 2009 baby is here...
well for my resolutions this year is... errmm... let me think ^^

1)grow thin...haha... or should I say get thin... Im fat =(
2) Save more $$ Just in case I wanna buy something ^^... saving is good
3)study harder and get better grades
4) be a better person
5) be appreciative,love and be nice to everyone around me
6) stay happy and cheerful
& lastly
7) =Secret=

I'm so keeping this last one as a secret only me, myself and I will know... because I wouldn't want my besties to whack me in d head and asking me to wake up...so its totally ssshhhhss and *zipppz*


Happy New Year dear friends...


yay!tomorrow going to the zoo to meet up with my kawan lama's (mr.orang utan,ms.snake, mdm.hippo and etc =p)



love,
xoxo

Happy birthday my dear fren...

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY CHUAN PEI....!!


to my dear fren, your 19 this year...wish u all the best in the future undertakings...
get prettier as days goes by, healthier with each passing day and most of all stay happy always
love ya lots.... really hope u enjoyed the suprise party we planned for u ^^


p/s: this pic was a long time ago pic...now her hair is shorter.. =)




yay! finally i stopped working... my last day of work was on Christmas Day... my frens were out clubbing and celebrating while I'm stuck in Jusco working... but nevermind, the pay was good *snickers*

had a gathering at Shirley's place yesterday... all 6 of us were busy preparing the soup for the steamboat... it was tiring but it was worth it... i love the fishball ^^ HAHAHA.. yummy~~ ~food and etc used for steamboating ~~~

group pic: left to right
lai lai,shirley,me,chuan pei and jia yi
missing in action: sooteng the photographer

I seriously LOVE this pic alot, I dunno why...
and I love you lots to teng muaxzz

there's actually alot more pics to upload...but lazy lar...so i upload till here first... plus I'm sleepy and tired... din get to sleep yesterday because of all the pillow talks we had... hehe~~

nite nite folks...sweet dreams and Have a Be-earlied HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Love ya,
xoxo

pictures ^^

TONG YUAN~~ TONG YUAN~~

• these Are some pictures of the "tong yuan" I had... its homemade you know?? =)

• Eugene, no one eats "tong yuan" with soya lar... Its too EEEeeewwy lar...

And since yOu guys seem to be interested with Yen, here's some pictures of her... Please enjoy the view =p

• She's cute isn't she??
• Those guys are... see my new post ady terus sms or msn me saying Yen is cute, isk isk
• But too bad she's not single anymore... 4 years with the bf jor... so, better luck next time o ^^

Love ya,
xoxo

=)

haha...today is "tong yuan" day or whatever they call it.... kinda forget what they call it in English...

but then anyway, HAPPY TONG YUAN DAY! to everyone..hehex

enjoy eating o.. =)



= picture unavailable=
(will upload once i take some pictures)


xoxo

The Things We Do

the things we do in the store when there's no customer or we're simply bored

some easy steps on how to teach kids the opposites as in "kata lawan"

1)

BIG vs SMALL


or in other words



TALL vs SHORT











Yen and me

2)







LONG vs SHORT













try guessing which finger is mine =p


3)







ONE vs MANY
















4)









NEW vs OLD


















p/s: notice the faded colour of the shirt Yen is wearing??



dats all folks! actually there's more to this... All the SS( syok sendiri) pics we take in the storeroom when our supervisor is not there =p

Soo teng dear, at least i uploaded something right?? haha...
currently very busy la, plus i just got well... so, forgive me k??love ya...



love ya,
xoxo