Yesterday

Yesterday, I’m still one but now I’m broken into pieces

Some words are so powerful they take away or change everything

In a phone call, everything changes

I still can’t believe this is happening,

I still hope this is a nightmare which I will wake up and it will be gone

But now it’s all coming to me

We no longer exist,

I just can’t believe you’re gone,

Yesterday we still exist and it just vanish in an hour,

Why is it so fragile? Can’t we do something about it?

I only have memories and yesterday in me

All my tears wash away my hope and faith in us

But at least I can still hold on to yesterday which is lock inside my heart

Yesterday which we belong in,

Memories which we had together,

I thought we could last,

In my mind we still have lot to tell, but I was so wrong thinking we still have time,

But I guess it all have to end no matter how I defy it

I still ache from the pain which your words made,

But I can find strength from the moments we made,

Making me able to pass every passing minute or moment,

By looking back at yesterday,

Though there is no future for me to look forward to, plans or dreams,

At least I have yesterday though I hope for today and tomorrow,

Guess this is a storybook with a sad ending,

You gave me hope, happiness and joy but you took it all away in one moment

I really can’t believe this is it, still hoping I will wake up one day and with you beside me

But my dreams have been shattered and will not been restored

Why can’t we turn around and start anew?

Or is there someone new?

I might be asking much but why can’t I have one more day? One more moment or even one more smile of yours??

My hearts bleeds from the cut you gave me, I seriously miss you

Though we no longer exist, you still mean a lot to me

love,

xoxo