Saturday, December 4, 2010

Question marks forming, why?



Dear M,
I'm not sure whether you'll read this or not...
and I can't care anymore..
I know its hurting you, so am I..
I made a choice, very sorry...
Time may fade everything, including pain and anger.
You may not know your actions impacts me..
Let me tell you, they do..
I wanted to help, but I know I have to stay out of your life..
My presence might just make you feel bad, angry and you'll get all emotional..
I'm just saying all this out, not to ask for forgiveness or anything...
It makes me feel better, its selfish.. sorry
I have no idea what She told you,
but the small lil conversation seem to affect you..
I know and feel you hate me much,
and it hurts.

Take a look,
What do you think that made me feel?
Not only Fb, the rest too.. I know.
Maybe was your idea or others,
Even She deleted me from her friends list..
well great! Not only you make me feel depressed, miserable but guilt as well...
How bout just deleting me from your life? tell that to my face won't you...
Instead of me finding out that way..
But if doing this makes you feel good, go on then...
I seriously have no idea what I'm talking bout, its all so contradicting..
Just babbling all out- whatever in my mind..
I can't stand the cold shoulder but I know time is needed to heal oneself..


sometimes letting go is the best thing to do. then keep moving on.
I have always loved you.

trust me, it will.
stay strong.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Still a child at heart

These pictures are really outdated...
It's around 2 weeks back...Was having discussion for our SM tutorial, when all of us got real bored and Gene started drawing on paint =p
Boredom makes you do all sorta kiddy stuff... hahaha >.<

Mr. Gene the creator

Pik Yuan

I think his name is Abu or Muthu..
coz he's hair is curly
lmao

ugh! epic...

Ms. octopus with nike tee?

~kawan baik~

That's the end of this crappy post..
love ya,
xoxo

Monday, November 15, 2010

Rainy days are here


Women are made to be loved, not understood. - Oscar Wilde

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

It's just me

Im so sorry,
The song you published, it was so saddening
Can't stop noticing the lyrics,
Maybe I think too much, its not bout me,
But still,
It's my fault for doing it,
Love makes people go silly,
You were perfect the way you are,
But in the end,
It's just me...

=(

Monday, November 8, 2010

honeybee

busy like a honey bee,
buzz buzz buzz...
argh crap,
its a hectic life,
with assignments, and moral campaigns to be done all in this week
aihz...
on the brighter side, my housemate is getting a dog...
wooopie,
let's just hope this is good news and it doesnt poop everywhere..

love ya,
xoxo

Monday, October 11, 2010

Argh!


You make me so pissed! what is this wor?
what's wrong with you anyway? menopause?

Sunday, October 10, 2010

sorry seems to be the hardest word


Yea, its true... but sorry is all I can say

Monday, October 4, 2010

Munchie is my middle name

Im happy in my work place! =) teeheehee...
but getting fatter at the same time...
too much love and too much food...
having too much free time and too less customers made me too free
so MUNCH MUNCH MUNCH is my part time job too =S
start work from 5pm, I'll start munching till end of work 10pm...
ARGH, I'm getting fat.... I need to diet!!