Question marks forming, why?

Dear M,

I'm not sure whether you'll read this or not...

and I can't care anymore..

I know its hurting you, so am I..

I made a choice, very sorry...

Time may fade everything, including pain and anger.

You may not know your actions impacts me..

Let me tell you, they do..

I wanted to help, but I know I have to stay out of your life..

My presence might just make you feel bad, angry and you'll get all emotional..

I'm just saying all this out, not to ask for forgiveness or anything...

It makes me feel better, its selfish.. sorry

I have no idea what She told you,

but the small lil conversation seem to affect you..

I know and feel you hate me much,

and it hurts.

Take a look,
What do you think that made me feel?
Not only Fb, the rest too.. I know.

Maybe was your idea or others,

Even She deleted me from her friends list..

well great! Not only you make me feel depressed, miserable but guilt as well...

How bout just deleting me from your life? tell that to my face won't you...

Instead of me finding out that way..

But if doing this makes you feel good, go on then...

I seriously have no idea what I'm talking bout, its all so contradicting..

Just babbling all out- whatever in my mind..

I can't stand the cold shoulder but I know time is needed to heal oneself..

sometimes letting go is the best thing to do. then keep moving on.

I have always loved you.

trust me, it will.
stay strong.

Still a child at heart

These pictures are really outdated...

It's around 2 weeks back...Was having discussion for our SM tutorial, when all of us got real bored and Gene started drawing on paint =p

Boredom makes you do all sorta kiddy stuff... hahaha >.<

Mr. Gene the creator

Pik Yuan

I think his name is Abu or Muthu..
coz he's hair is curly
lmao

ugh! epic...

Ms. octopus with nike tee?

~kawan baik~

That's the end of this crappy post..

love ya,
xoxo

Rainy days are here

Women are made to be loved, not understood. - Oscar Wilde

It's just me

Im so sorry,

The song you published, it was so saddening

Can't stop noticing the lyrics,

Maybe I think too much, its not bout me,

But still,

It's my fault for doing it,

Love makes people go silly,

You were perfect the way you are,

But in the end,

It's just me...

=(

honeybee

busy like a honey bee,

buzz buzz buzz...

argh crap,

its a hectic life,

with assignments, and moral campaigns to be done all in this week

aihz...

on the brighter side, my housemate is getting a dog...

wooopie,

let's just hope this is good news and it doesnt poop everywhere..

love ya,

xoxo

Argh!

You make me so pissed! what is this wor?

what's wrong with you anyway? menopause?

sorry seems to be the hardest word

Yea, its true... but sorry is all I can say

Munchie is my middle name

Im happy in my work place! =) teeheehee...

but getting fatter at the same time...

too much love and too much food...

having too much free time and too less customers made me too free

so MUNCH MUNCH MUNCH is my part time job too =S

start work from 5pm, I'll start munching till end of work 10pm...

ARGH, I'm getting fat.... I need to diet!!

hello!

hey there,

HOLIDAYS ARE FINALLY HERE!!!

WOOOPPPPIIEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeee......
me is excited, are you?

raindrops falling on my head

argh, darn freaking emo-ish now...

Wanted to go to KL for a all girl trip with my besties,

but then Daddy say no?

he freaking say no, when I try to nego with him

he said, I mean no means no...

RAWRRR!!! what is this lar?? ='(

I am freaking freaked out emo now...

And its freaking raining like darn melebih heavy,

which makes me feel even freaking shyttieee....

crap shit is my word right now...

Freaking crap shit...

argh, I wana be like a kid and roll on the floor while kicking her legs just to get what she wants!

Okay this is a freaking emo post,

Shall go and eat seaweed to calm myself down...

Seaweeds are lovesss..

Have no freaking idea how many "freaking" word did I use in this post,

okay, Imma freak...

oh!

I saw a ♥rainbow♥ yesterday (this is purely random)

♥

nice huh?

kthxbai

Burnout

Exams are finally here,
stressed up to the max,
can die of a heart attack...

Had my HRM paper yesterday at 2,
what-the-heck, thanks to all the critical thinking crap questions,
I really utilized my crapping skills to the max..
>.< isk! crap shyte..
Can bang the wall dy...

Will be on hiatus mode for this two weeks i suppose?
Anyway, goodluck to students having their exams,
Argh, I need all the luck I can get...
=(
*gimme a hug
I'm real scared. sobs.

Anger! and Fear

Crap shit!
Isk, I hate u, I hate u, I HATE YOU!!
Don't wanna see you nor talk to you ever again...
I know I'm childish but I don't care...
crap you! annoying betul! stupid brat!!
I'm suppose to love you, but i hate you...!!
HNG!

Exams are around the corner and I'm starting to feel stress...
Motivation and Stress baru came today, darn!!!
Why? why? why so late?!
I WANNA BANG THE WALL!
*slap me lar pls

p.s : M, when are you coming back?
souvenirs pls.
imu

1.28 am

Read yin's blog just now...
made me feel like going to strawberry moment...
argh!! who's willing to accompany me there?
Offer last till this thursday =D

Was studying HRM in the room while the rest is fast asleep,
suddenly the door started banging though I know it's the wind,
but gosh I'm scared right now...
guess that's the sign for me to go to bed?
If it's you grandpa or grandma, please don't scared me.. I need to stay focus...
=S

Current song: You're my favourite song - Joe Jonas& Demi Lovato (Camp Rock 2)

Confusion

Why?why me? *dilemma
Crap,this is weird..! Argh..

Broken

A confession : I have attitude problems and well, I emo easily to the extend where you snap your fingers and I can get emo that fast...

With my random tantrums and mood swings, banging and throwing stuff.... I guess I annoyed and irritated my family members...
I'm sorry Mum and Dad...
I'm really sorry for making you disappointed and angry...
I really din meant it... I sometimes just can't control myself...
I'm not a good daughter but
Forgive me, I love you...

Today is really a bad day,
Firstly woke up because of nightmares, continue with being a brat... and...
Aihs, regretted saying something...
Its a stupid thing to do, I know...
I can't take back what I've said, somehow it really makes sense...
But what's really gotten into me??
Saying it out somehow hurts..
I'm feeling bad, sad, regretting and I don't know why...
Did I think too highly of myself? I should stop being selfish and let go...
*slap me pls

I'm sorry, dreams are broken...

Nightmare

Its been long since I had nightmares..
Had one just now,forget what was it about..
But one thing for sure it was scary,
Made me feel real scared,woke up sweating and heart beating very fast...
And now I cant sleep..crap!
Can someone please put me back to sleep?
='(

Comeback

Yipee! Mr. Moe (my phone) is back!! =)
but then he's abit retarded...
will fix him up again..
♥

gOt Beer?

Had a drinking session with Ben and Kahyee =)
Lol, Im practically not a good drinker...
A real bad one to be frank,
but I think my skills leveled up yesterday night...
Normally I could only drink half bottle, max a bottle before I go all haywire,
I drank one, den got dare by Ben to drink another bottle one shot...
well, I did it by sipping using a STRAW!, leaving maybe around 25ml before having the urge to pee =p
Ended up drinking 3 bottles, was okay at first...Den started getting dizzy and the urge to sleep...
Walked back to the car like a zombie, stop halfway to have the decency to puke in the dustbin instead of the floor and headed home...
Woke up with a heavy head... hangover i guess and skipped 2 classes...

Oh! and I just committed a sin...
Guess what?
I killed a baby lizard... One that's not very small, with weird-popping-out-type-of-eyes, and a short growing tail.
YEA, I killed it...
First I sprayed Ridsect (aerosol) on it... and lure it to the toilet,
den I DROWNED it with water, down the drain
aihs... I should pray more...
amithabha.........

chickadees!

Morning there, 2.01 am currently...
This post is darn random..
What's your mood?

Are you happy? =)
* Parrap papapa
Im loving it

chirps chirps*
"Your face as sweet as honey, make me call you Winnie"
-quoted from Redmaniac-babymilo fan-

Selamat malam sayang-kus
♥ ♥ hugs and kisses

Monday blues

Gloomy oh gloomy day,
Today is just a simple August 9 kind of Monday,
it's not even Friday the 13th...
Missed the bus to Uni in the afternoon,
My dear hp got a swim in the toilet bowl,
not to mention double damage when it dropped into the sink which its tap is still running,
I burn my tongue while drinking soup and DIGI's line or connection is super poor...
I can't make any calls nor send a proper message without trying a few times..
WTH, super duper bad luck...
I wish my luck would be better tomorrow...
Having presentation tomorrow, lets just hope I don't screw it up =S

I wish I could be free like balloons

love ya,
xoxo

Summer sweetness

Dad's being a total sweetie,

mentioned bout durians and the next minute,
he stopped by the road and bought some =)

♥
Celebrated Mk's birthday in Wasabe, Ipoh yesterday
A Japanese buffet restaurant..
Not much picture though.. too focused on the food ^^
This is Nat...
pretty hor? Mk's girl =D
*press to enlarge*
went to Parade for bowling and
tadah!!! this is the scoreboard
K stands for KM, which is also me... HEHE
The dunno what strawberry on the stick...
Its yummy and sweet =D =D =D
*pics are blur coz the photographer's hands are shaky*

♥ ending this post with lotsa sweetness =)

baby, life's a merry-go-round

Went to the funfair last few days,
Needless to say, it's not so "wow" after all...
The games are well.. boring, the prizes doesn't attract me and the soft toys are OMG-dirty-like-ugh...
But then I decided to play on the i have no idea what is it call... Some sort of flying thing that looks like a plane... here's the Pics, I'm bad in explaining..

this handsome lad is 4

decided to use this half crop pic coz I look fugly in the rest.
and FOL coz we paid rm4 each to visit the Ghost house, just to find out

THIS!! argh! kena con I tell you
this is the only freaking ghost in the Ghost house
was ready to get the shock of muh life just to find out...
disappointment
FHL man... >.< and this is ummm, a horse ride thingy for kids you cant see the horse, only me though =p
ALERT: ignore ugly face macam mau berak

Bumper cars are a real bummer!!
hahaha, its fun, fun, fun!!
nao who wants to accompany me for another round? =p
weeeeee.....weeeeee.....
100 PLUS from ABC,
baik untuk kesihatan

love ya,
xoxo

love the way it feels

I'll bombard this post with pictures... be ready to be dazzled with the photo marathon... >.<
was suppose to post this yesterday, but was too lazy to complete it... so here you go..

3
2
1
....

Business Research tutorial really makes me bored and sleepy..
You can see both of us having the im-oh-so-bored look
Guess who are they (in order)?
Those with correct answer stands to win a sweet from me...
ngek ngek ngek ^^

Kickapoo for refreshment.. slurps
the happy faces =D

WE ♥ to ber-SS

notice how my hair flies? =p

siew chern, me and the beautiful scenery
was suppose to be a nice pic, BUT I closed my eyes... wth
rays from heaven
i look fat here, fml
me ♥ ♥ ♥ da wind...
My lecture hall, packed and stuffy
went to BB sushi for dinner
and funfair after that

That's all for now, will update on the funfair post tomorrow...
nite world!!!
sweet dreams people...

love ya,
xoxo