Last Promise

No matter where you are or how are you. This shall be my last promise. 

I'll find you back and care for you.

Back to me.

Till that day comes, I hope you are happy.

=(

HATE the feeling im having now...

i love Love

This abandoned blog is filled with cobwebs and spiders...lol

Lost the blogging mojo...

Had dinner at Tuck Kee the other day, =)

octopus.. yums...

fried noodles

wat tan hor

chicken feet! my fav... ♥

drink= leong sui...

with mr.KY

and me!!

the bill was rm22, cheap right?

Herbal tea before heading home..

Watched the Green Hornet yesterday,and yea yea I know I'm kinda outdated...

3D glasses

Story line was so-so but nevertheless the movie was entertaining...

Its my first 3D movie experience and it was =D

Lastly,

To the totally gorgeous you, you and You!!
Doesn't matter if you're single or not,

♥ HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! ♥
have a great day tomorrow.. or should I say today? =p

love,
xoxo

I'm back

Straightened my hair... But I still looked the same. >.<
New year resolutions? Still thinking bout it...
Am still working in Carlo Rino till this Saturday...
Too busy to update plus I forgot my password =p
Got my results... Passed all but nah.. they sucks.
Oh, and I'm alright by myself. thank you.


"Don't judge a book by its cover.. Doesn't matter whether you see or hear it yourself, it's not always the truth... Listen to both sides instead of one."

love,
xoxo

Question marks forming, why?

Dear M,

I'm not sure whether you'll read this or not...

and I can't care anymore..

I know its hurting you, so am I..

I made a choice, very sorry...

Time may fade everything, including pain and anger.

You may not know your actions impacts me..

Let me tell you, they do..

I wanted to help, but I know I have to stay out of your life..

My presence might just make you feel bad, angry and you'll get all emotional..

I'm just saying all this out, not to ask for forgiveness or anything...

It makes me feel better, its selfish.. sorry

I have no idea what She told you,

but the small lil conversation seem to affect you..

I know and feel you hate me much,

and it hurts.

Take a look,
What do you think that made me feel?
Not only Fb, the rest too.. I know.

Maybe was your idea or others,

Even She deleted me from her friends list..

well great! Not only you make me feel depressed, miserable but guilt as well...

How bout just deleting me from your life? tell that to my face won't you...

Instead of me finding out that way..

But if doing this makes you feel good, go on then...

I seriously have no idea what I'm talking bout, its all so contradicting..

Just babbling all out- whatever in my mind..

I can't stand the cold shoulder but I know time is needed to heal oneself..

sometimes letting go is the best thing to do. then keep moving on.

I have always loved you.

trust me, it will.
stay strong.

Still a child at heart

These pictures are really outdated...

It's around 2 weeks back...Was having discussion for our SM tutorial, when all of us got real bored and Gene started drawing on paint =p

Boredom makes you do all sorta kiddy stuff... hahaha >.<

Mr. Gene the creator

Pik Yuan

I think his name is Abu or Muthu..
coz he's hair is curly
lmao

ugh! epic...

Ms. octopus with nike tee?

~kawan baik~

That's the end of this crappy post..

love ya,
xoxo

Rainy days are here

Women are made to be loved, not understood. - Oscar Wilde

It's just me

Im so sorry,

The song you published, it was so saddening

Can't stop noticing the lyrics,

Maybe I think too much, its not bout me,

But still,

It's my fault for doing it,

Love makes people go silly,

You were perfect the way you are,

But in the end,

It's just me...

=(

honeybee

busy like a honey bee,

buzz buzz buzz...

argh crap,

its a hectic life,

with assignments, and moral campaigns to be done all in this week

aihz...

on the brighter side, my housemate is getting a dog...

wooopie,

let's just hope this is good news and it doesnt poop everywhere..

love ya,

xoxo

Argh!

You make me so pissed! what is this wor?

what's wrong with you anyway? menopause?

sorry seems to be the hardest word

Yea, its true... but sorry is all I can say

Munchie is my middle name

Im happy in my work place! =) teeheehee...

but getting fatter at the same time...

too much love and too much food...

having too much free time and too less customers made me too free

so MUNCH MUNCH MUNCH is my part time job too =S

start work from 5pm, I'll start munching till end of work 10pm...

ARGH, I'm getting fat.... I need to diet!!

hello!

hey there,

HOLIDAYS ARE FINALLY HERE!!!

WOOOPPPPIIEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeee......
me is excited, are you?

raindrops falling on my head

argh, darn freaking emo-ish now...

Wanted to go to KL for a all girl trip with my besties,

but then Daddy say no?

he freaking say no, when I try to nego with him

he said, I mean no means no...

RAWRRR!!! what is this lar?? ='(

I am freaking freaked out emo now...

And its freaking raining like darn melebih heavy,

which makes me feel even freaking shyttieee....

crap shit is my word right now...

Freaking crap shit...

argh, I wana be like a kid and roll on the floor while kicking her legs just to get what she wants!

Okay this is a freaking emo post,

Shall go and eat seaweed to calm myself down...

Seaweeds are lovesss..

Have no freaking idea how many "freaking" word did I use in this post,

okay, Imma freak...

oh!

I saw a ♥rainbow♥ yesterday (this is purely random)

♥

nice huh?

kthxbai

Burnout

Exams are finally here,
stressed up to the max,
can die of a heart attack...

Had my HRM paper yesterday at 2,
what-the-heck, thanks to all the critical thinking crap questions,
I really utilized my crapping skills to the max..
>.< isk! crap shyte..
Can bang the wall dy...

Will be on hiatus mode for this two weeks i suppose?
Anyway, goodluck to students having their exams,
Argh, I need all the luck I can get...
=(
*gimme a hug
I'm real scared. sobs.

Anger! and Fear

Crap shit!
Isk, I hate u, I hate u, I HATE YOU!!
Don't wanna see you nor talk to you ever again...
I know I'm childish but I don't care...
crap you! annoying betul! stupid brat!!
I'm suppose to love you, but i hate you...!!
HNG!

Exams are around the corner and I'm starting to feel stress...
Motivation and Stress baru came today, darn!!!
Why? why? why so late?!
I WANNA BANG THE WALL!
*slap me lar pls

p.s : M, when are you coming back?
souvenirs pls.
imu

1.28 am

Read yin's blog just now...
made me feel like going to strawberry moment...
argh!! who's willing to accompany me there?
Offer last till this thursday =D

Was studying HRM in the room while the rest is fast asleep,
suddenly the door started banging though I know it's the wind,
but gosh I'm scared right now...
guess that's the sign for me to go to bed?
If it's you grandpa or grandma, please don't scared me.. I need to stay focus...
=S

Current song: You're my favourite song - Joe Jonas& Demi Lovato (Camp Rock 2)

Confusion

Why?why me? *dilemma
Crap,this is weird..! Argh..

Broken

A confession : I have attitude problems and well, I emo easily to the extend where you snap your fingers and I can get emo that fast...

With my random tantrums and mood swings, banging and throwing stuff.... I guess I annoyed and irritated my family members...
I'm sorry Mum and Dad...
I'm really sorry for making you disappointed and angry...
I really din meant it... I sometimes just can't control myself...
I'm not a good daughter but
Forgive me, I love you...

Today is really a bad day,
Firstly woke up because of nightmares, continue with being a brat... and...
Aihs, regretted saying something...
Its a stupid thing to do, I know...
I can't take back what I've said, somehow it really makes sense...
But what's really gotten into me??
Saying it out somehow hurts..
I'm feeling bad, sad, regretting and I don't know why...
Did I think too highly of myself? I should stop being selfish and let go...
*slap me pls

I'm sorry, dreams are broken...

Nightmare

Its been long since I had nightmares..
Had one just now,forget what was it about..
But one thing for sure it was scary,
Made me feel real scared,woke up sweating and heart beating very fast...
And now I cant sleep..crap!
Can someone please put me back to sleep?
='(